venerdì 6 gennaio 2012

My Interesting Holidays

*Sigh* Christmas vacations are coming to an end... Just to think that this is my last weekend before school start depresses me so effing much. The fact that I have a ton of homework and that I didn't even start it depresses me more. Also, the fact that I have to read a book for Monday and I didn't even buy it yet depresses me even more. To top it all off, comes the fact that on Tuesday I have my first exam of the term, oh yeah baby, my teacher likes to rush things a lot. For fudge's sake! School starts on MONDAY and she kindly decides to put our first exam on TUESDAY. Wow, nice. Sometimes I think how bitchy you have to be to do that, really. And I hope she reads this. Well, not really. Well, yeah, cause I didn't say her name, so it's totally fine. Bitch. I'd really like to clear up something: I find holiday homework COMPLETELY useless. NOBODY will do it and the teachers freaking now that. Then why assign it?! Seriously!!! It pisses me off amazingly. If you know for fucking sure your students won't do any homework or studying because, HELLO? It's vacations! You're NOT supposed to do any school related stuff! It has a lack of sense! So, you might wonder (or maybe not) what have I accomplished this holidays? Well, a bunch of nothing. I spent my days annoying people on Facebook, making stupid gifs on gifyo.com (not sponsoring!), Tumblring, stalking youtubers on their Youtube accounts and Twitters, chatting on Chatango and watching videos of Snape killing Justin Bieber
-------------> http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=kBsNOBLYPEA Seriously, my life got complete when I saw that video. I always loved Snape. ANYHOW, yeah, those were pretty much my holidays. Then came (LOLCAME) (Oops, immature) (Stop using parenthesis, FFS) (Kay, done) New Year's Eve. Wasn't that interesting. Actually, it was but I'm afraid I'll go to jail if I say everything I did that night. KIDDING. I'm not that cool. It was actually really boring, just with family and such, wasn't that awesome. New Year's resolutions, boy, I can't tell'em on here or I won't be taken seriously anymore. Not that people take me seriously now, but whatever. Anywhohellpenis (Shane Dawson right there), that's it for now. As you might have seen, I didn't write forever, I just can't put my mind into writing posts! But I have been putting up more pictures on my photography blog so I hope you check those out!

sabato 10 dicembre 2011

Sarcasm

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I feel that some people hide behind sarcasm. Like:

"Hahaha, oh my god, you're SOOO slutty girl"

Who hasn't ever said that in a "sarcastical" way when you really thought that? Well, I haven't. Mbuhh! :DD I'm more of a: "Wow, you're a fucking slut." person, you know? I mean, I'd rather be direct, even though this might hurt, so it's one of the characteristics I retain negative in my personality. I guess sometimes I should make it sound like sarcasm, but my sarcasm is just serious. How could I explain this? I am a sarcastical person. It's just how I am. So when I'm serious, I'm being sarcastical. Get me? Therefore, to make something sound like sarcasm, I should be serious, and then it would be just the normal me, which wouldn't seem sarcastical because very few people get when I'm being sarcastical or not. And the excessive use of the word sarcastical is disturbing me. Anyway, sometimes I feel like I should, you know, maybe hold back a little? But I just can't. My mind and my mouth have an instant connection, where as soon as I think something, I just answer. This created awkward situations many times, such as the "your mom" jokes. I'll tell you the episode. Basically, I was in class, we were being the worst class in school as usual, and this guy asks me "Hey, you ever kissed a girl?" I was about to answer and tell him to go watch gay pRon when he added "Your mom doesn't count" and makes the cheesiest grin EVEEEER. So to that, my answer was "No, but your does" (that's a classic). It would have been an amazing answer if his mother wasn't about 50 or so, was a permanent smoker since she was a teenager and swore like a drunk sailor. I also used the this classic with a teacher. I had missed school just because I wanted to (LOL, I was home, don't skip classes just like that) and I had the BRILLIANT idea to say I went to the doctor. To this, my teacher replied "Oh, okay, bring me a paper signed by the doctor justifying, okay? And, oh, your mom's signature doesn't count." To this, I replied "Yeah, but your does" Clear enough, the whole class started laughing while the teacher tried not to because it was classified as "Unrespectful answer to the teacher and insult to respective family", or so said the paper I got for detention that afternoon. So yeah, don't use the "your mom" jokes like that, or you'll be locked in a room writing essays for an entire afternoon. Now that this is clear, well.. I think I will just stop writing since this is my THIRD post today! YAAAAY, applause for dedication. I'll be sure to be back and post about even more random stuff, so make sure to come back here or I'll find out where you live, destroy your Christmas tree and eat all the food in your fridge <3 Lots of love (aww, she's so sweet)

Hypocrisy

So I was ust now on Facebook, right? And on the feeds, I see this girl who had posted a picture about anorexity, with a quote saying "Love your fat rolls, appreciate your body" or some shit like this. Now, this really pissed me off. Not because it's wrong, I think it's an awesome thing to say and it has an important message, but because I know the girl who posted that. Now, she's the type of girl who criticizes EVERY single girl she sees. I was with her for a long time, as friends I mean, and I was there everytime we walked by the street and she saw a perfectly good-looking and healthy girl, and commented on how fat she was. If there is something that bothers me quite a lot is hypocrisy. Why would you even post a quote such as that one when YOU are the first one to hit on them, lets say. This made me think quite a bit. I am using this example because it's what made me think about this matter, but there are just so many situations where people are hypocritical and it just breaks my nerves. First of all, hypocrisy shows falseness and insecurity, in m opinion. Why would you even affirm something you don't slightly believe in? To please someone else? I personally wouldn't even dare to do so, and not only because Karma is a bitch, but because it's just not respecting yourself and what you believe in and what other people respect and believe in. About the Karma thing, yes, it's one of the things I learned until now in life. That and never let a person with a hook instead of a hand finger you. Obviously enough, 2nd one is a temptative of joke to impact the reader, but, damn, it would hurt. I now have the urge to write something nice, because there is a slight chance that a person that might have problems with themselves, as in self-esteem I mean, I wish to make them see how amazing they are. When I say something nice I don't mean the classical phrases everyone says to "cheer up", such as "You're beautiful inside", etc. I mean the truth. And the truth is that in our society, our appearence does count, a lot. Society is a general concept of people. I believe, and it is in fact proven, that there are people that "escape" this concept. It's like saying all apples are sweet, when not all are. Except in this case, if you want to make a word game or something, people who escape the concept of society are probably the sweetest. There are ALWAYS people that are unconventional, and if you didn't find them yet, it's because you haven't searched good enough. There are, in fact, people who don't care if your nose is big, or if you have acne or some other characteristic that is nowadays related to being so called ugly. This said, I don't think I should add anything more, I mean, I pretty much mentioned all my thoughts (:
I hope that this makes people think about it and realize that the only different thing we realy have, after all, is how we look.

December and cold, finally here.

If you knew me at least a bit, you'd know that my favourite time of the year is Winter. Just, everything related to Winter makes me randomly happy. On the other hand, Summer pisses me off. But let's not go there. I'm deeeeeeeeeeply glad it's finaly December!!!!!!! It's actually very cold now, I'd say about 7-10 degrees ºC in the morning, which is perfect because I now have an excuse to stop at Starbucks and get a pepperming moka thingy every morning AND getting in class with it, still drinking in class (surprisingly, no teacher mentioned the fact I'm drinking/eating in class...) I recently made my Christmas tree, and I'll soon be posting all the "Winter pictures" I'm taking on my photography blog, so make sure to give a look! As always, I don't have money to buy the presents, so my parents (bless them) will have to give me money agaaaain. I just can't save up money! I don't even know, I just can't. But, man, next year, it'll be all out of my pocket, it's personal now, grrrr! I can't wait for Christmas and New Year to come, although I'm quite scared of the last one, cause you know, it's gonna be TWO THOUSAND AND TWELVE, and if the End of the World thing is true, it means I'll have my life counted in twelve months. Although, you know, it's a pretty shitty theory. Probably the man who was writing the calendary just died cause he was old or got sick, and now all the scientists, etc, that want to cause drama in our daily life and, in my head, want to make his HUGE army of idiots that have their brains swollen by this message and will fight for science, so scientists can conquer the world and make us all intelligent people. Which is IMPOSSIBLE, because this girl right here, the one who's typing, will always be an insufferable "blonde". Well, now I gotta stop typing because my mother is calling me to go help her at some sexist house work: cooking. I'm really bad at it, so I don't even know why she wants me to help. Maybe she needs to burn something, I don't know. Anyways, feel lucky I just informed you what I'll be doing after the moment I close all my Firefox tabs (: I'll be back, to post some more, because I am permanently bored this week!

xoxo Gaia

martedì 29 novembre 2011

Gif Mania


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So people, I am currently obsessed with GIFs. If you don't know what a GIF is (I don't know why you shouldn't, but just in case), it's basically an "image" that moves. It looks like a short clip, it's never longer than about 10 seconds, and repeats over and over. That all cleared up, let's move to the business. I'm in LOVE with GIFs right now. I'm constantly looking for some, and I spend so much time on them my eyes feel like they're gonna bleed. Anyway, I thought I might as well ocasionally post some of the awesome GIFs I find on the internet here, I hope you like it (:

venerdì 4 novembre 2011

Generally talking about my current life

So as you may have noticed I only wrote one post in October. I am sorry I couldn't follow my schedules and write once I week, but I was really, really busy. I am going to resume all my business in this vlog. So basically at starts of October exams started coming. I had to study a lot, actually still have to study a lot, for they're NEVER over. Plus, all the effing homework my wonderful teachers are kind enough to give us everyday. Today I'm actually sick, so I took advantage of this to write a bunch of posts (: Well, so more updates.. This month was actually the first time in my WHOLE life I skipped classes. So basically what happened is that I got late at the first class, so I waited outside the school, and there I found some class friends. So we were like "Bah, we have homeroom now and the teacher didn't come" (I'll say about my homeroom teacher later!) So we decided to skip that class and go to some corner near the school. So there we were, laughing and joking, when my Spanish teacher passes by. Horror. She started screaming at us and said she was going to call our parents and stuff, and made us get into school for third lesson :D Everything turned out well at the end, for she didn't call our parents or nothing like it, although I did tell them I skipped. So that was that. Oh, and about my homeroom teacher, well, she fainted one day in school and went to the hospital, and I think she got 18 stitches and will have a heart operation in a few weeks because she is ill. So now, instead of having her, she was an AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL teacher, we have this.. this.. 25-year old woman. Now, when you read 25-year old, you might probably think "Oh good, she's young, she must be nice". Well, no. She is just.. A female and younger Hitler in our current time. I don't even know how I could explain her personality, but I guess that if you remove the gas showers, well, female and younger Hitler is probably the closest thing to her. Well, luckily, she'll only stay for some months until our awesome teacher comes back (: Mmm, what next. Well, after all this came Halloween. It was pretty cool to be honest. So here in Spain people don't really celebrate Halloween at school. I didn't care about that and decided to go to school with Halloween make-up, all zombied up. Only to discover I was the only freak (well, I felt cool) that went dressed up for Halloween at school. So there I was, the only zombie girl in school, bla bla, then afternoon came and I went to meet up with a friend and we bought a BUNCH of candy and sweets. And that's because we went to sleep over a friend's house, we were four. So it was puuuurty awesome. We had dinner, talked about, erm, private stuff, and then at about 11pm we went out. So, it was CRAZY out there, seriously. We were screaming in the streets, a bunch of zombie guys came and started talking to us (they were nice though). And then, the biggest episode of the night: we went to seat in some benches when suddenly a wild group of about 20 guys come, and start singing to us O.O I HOPE they were drunk. It was epic though, and then we met with this class dudes and it was a lot of fun :b After all that we just went back home and fell right asleep because, well, we were tired :D The day after it was ntional festivity so no school, so we just started watching horror movies and got the shit scared out of ourselves, hilarious. So that was pretty much my Halloween. This brings us to our current day. Friday. I am sick and didn't go yesterday to school either, so it's being pretty cool for now. So yes guys, this is pretty much what's being going on, and I'll be sure to keep you updated (: xoxo

Rainy Days

Rainy days simply inspire me. I love the smell of rain, the sound of rain. I love rain in general. I don't know if it's only me, but when it rains I feel happier, lighter than usual. It's raining right now and I feel so cozy and so warm in the coldness of the sorrounding air. That's the most awkward thing. How rain, something so related to cold, can make me feel so warm. Maybe I relate it to my childhood, I wouldn't know, but it really makes me feel better. Just thinking that even the sky messes up, and "cries" for it's own reasons, just has something charming to me. I feel lucky, lucky to have what I own, lucky for the people I know. It is very strange indeed, how just some drops of water can actually make me think so deeply about everything in my life. This drops of cold water remind me of all the times I got soakes with my friends, all the times I got home drenched, with my socks wet until my knees and my uniform skirt all humid as well.